Please Don't Stop Spinning, Or We Will All Die

The light below is brighter Under the sea it glows     buried in the sand. The moon is reaching out to get it. Jealously it ripples,     but the light does not give in. I yearn for it and keep it to myself,                                 its presence.   To float above its waters,        is all I could desire The light below is brighter.     PlsD'tStpSpnngOrWeWllAlDy · hauntingpianofile.wav Written for this song, which I composed back in 2016, when making the first music for this project. (If the track does not load, use this link instead.) main inspiration:  

purpose of this blog: I have been struggling with depression for over a year now, but perhaps much longer than that. It's been a really odd and tiring experience. But surely, even though my torso and legs are made of mud, and I am like a burning candle, no longer am I melting away. intent: Does it make sense to build a home if I lose myself in the process? This needs to change. I need to stop negating myself. I feel like something is missing within me, and there is still so much I don’t understand.  I will edit, and re-edit, this about page, until it is no more. about: This is the part I've written again and again, and I've never seemed to become satisfied with one definitive version. So this is the most recent one, as of March 2022. I became tired of life in 2016, mostly due to the first part of an existential crisis which subsided after a few months, but with which I would have to deal again years later. Although music and art have always been foundational in under...